my stone cold cover got broken today.

i don't normally break down... you all know that.

but underneath the titanium, there's a living breathing human.

one of my strengths is my ability to leave emotion behind when it comes down to work.

but not today.

i honestly f*cked up.

honestly.

i don't remember the time when i got so mad about something.

and i sent an email that was misinterpreted.

it's now up to me to stand up again.

it's time for me to do what i gotta do to get what i gotta get done done.

it's time i start treating this like a real team.

i got something to do. it's time i do it right.

ugh...

it's time for me to make my move...

preemptive strike time...

so i'm applying for internships now.

it's a long an annoying procedure, especially when you can almost eliminate half of the class from most of the positions.

why can't it just be a work placement?